"I don't know. I thought I did. I thought bringing Rose down would make everything... worth it. It's why I - at least when I failed, it was doing something important." It's how she ended up here.
"But that's interesting. You said you don't know," he points out. "That's
distinct from 'I do know, and it's the rest of eternity on a spacefaring
prison ship'."
He smiles. It's audible.
"I can't imagine how difficult it's going to be for you to continue this
process of defining for yourself what your life is going to be. But you're
not going to do it alone."
"I can take a hint. But you should give it some thought."
He starts getting to his feet.
"And if you're getting snagged on your future contentment being predicated
on something that...seems impossible, remember you'll have the power to
fix that."
"Yeah, yeah. Whatever." She still doesn't believe he'll give her his deal, or even that they have the power everyone here seems to think. It's easier to dismiss the possibility entirely.
no subject
Date: 2020-07-06 06:47 pm (UTC)"Now there's just nothing."
no subject
Date: 2020-07-06 06:56 pm (UTC)"But that's interesting. You said you don't know," he points out. "That's distinct from 'I do know, and it's the rest of eternity on a spacefaring prison ship'."
He smiles. It's audible.
"I can't imagine how difficult it's going to be for you to continue this process of defining for yourself what your life is going to be. But you're not going to do it alone."
no subject
Date: 2020-07-06 07:24 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-07-06 07:32 pm (UTC)"I can take a hint. But you should give it some thought."
He starts getting to his feet.
"And if you're getting snagged on your future contentment being predicated on something that...seems impossible, remember you'll have the power to fix that."
His deal is very much still on the table.
no subject
Date: 2020-07-06 08:06 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-07-06 08:09 pm (UTC)"Indeed. Take care, Jasper."
And he really will leave her alone - for today, at least.