She was only human. Guess she had to do things differently. Doesn't mean anything.
[She's not jealous. Or a discomfited by the idea of a version of her in that life experienced more happiness than she ever did doing what she was created for. Than she ever has doing anything.]
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It is. And you weren't in control of that other Jasper's actions. But those experiences can still have an impact on you.
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I'm...
It's fine.
She was strong.
[Which is certainly Something for Jasper to say about any human. Even one that's also her.]
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Strong in what ways? Physically, emotionally...?
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Of course.
So...?
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You don't. It's just unusual that you take an interest.
My breach self was...vulnerable in a way I'm not used to. It's a strange memory to have.
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You care about being vulnerable? On the Barge?
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I don't enjoy being vulnerable anywhere. But regardless, I'm simply not used to it.
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Comparatively, I agree. However. You're referring to physical vulnerability and not, say, emotional resilience.
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[Even if it was kind of what she was getting at, calling her human breach self 'strong'.]
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What the big deal is about non-physical forms of strength, you mean?
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[She can't even really articulate what it is, the kind of strength of self he has. The flexibility. The ability to heal.]
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I don't think it's what you were talking about, either, in reference to your other self.
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[She's not jealous. Or a discomfited by the idea of a version of her in that life experienced more happiness than she ever did doing what she was created for. Than she ever has doing anything.]
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No?
I think you would been benefit from that kind of strength, just as I might benefit from greater physical strength.