"You made us." And they hadn't had her taken from them. She'd left them. She'd brought them to life never planning to stay. Jasper looks at her sideways, through shaking fingers, the tears coming fast and thick now.

"You made us to fight and shatter your own troops. And- and to be shattered by them? You made us knowing we could only fail?" Even if they defeated the Crystal Gems, it would have been going against their Diamond's true wishes.

The anger's coming back now, but brittle and heartbroken. "Is that why the Beta Kindergarten was such a mess? You wanted the Crystal Gems to win? Did I-" she lets out something between a sob and a choked, hollow laugh. "Did I disappoint you by being so effective?"

She wasn't wanted. Pink never wanted her. She was nothing, a pawn in a big hoax. Nothing but a joke.